The weekend is over and back to work. Like all other times after the weekend I don’t want to go to work but I have to. I understand that I don’t want to work for someone I want to work for myself. I was thinking about quitting work immediately but how I can quit if … Continue reading How to find yourself?
Ups and downs. This is life. One day you are truly happy, one day you are so down and sometimes you just don’t know the reality. One small thing but that pissed me off so much. I asked my manager at work – can I work from home tomorrow and he said softly no. I … Continue reading Shit – again I am going crazy
Here it goes. My second day without cigarettes and I am already angry. and hate everyone. I have a lot more energy thats true. I feel happier, fresher – that’s true. My skin finally getting back some little color and looks healthier. And its just the second day. My neck starts hurting today. I guess … Continue reading The second day of quitting smoking
Yesterday I watched a movie Allen Carr-Easy way. It was my second or third time when I am watching it. It always helps to stop smoking for some time but sooner or later I pick up one cigarette and thats it. I am there again. There is no “just one cigarette” There is no understanding … Continue reading I want to quit smoking now
Sometimes we stuck in our life. Do you feel that there are so a lot of problems in your life that you don’t know how to get out of it? Do you wait for someone who will come into your life and change it? Do you feel depressed about everything that is going around? Do … Continue reading Self-development – with what to start
Self-development is key Since I stop drinking and I felt a lot of depressions I realize that after smaller or bigger depression I start to learn and study and improve myself. Actually, it’s a wonderful feeling that you can learn and learn and then you just regret that you waste so much time on useless … Continue reading Tired of your life? Change your thinking.
Yesterday I cried, feel depressed, but today I said to myself – stay strong, bitch! I went today to an AA meeting and I share my feelings. I rarely share – I shy and just afraid of talking in front of other people even if I don’t like them. I share my feeling today as … Continue reading Stay sober, bitch, whatever it takes (AA)
Depressed after broken relationships? I fell like I am back to life now again and finally I am over my pain, depression, and obsession of man. What can I say? It was experience and experience in life makes you stronger, more mature in life. After falling down, you stand up and stay stronger than before. … Continue reading Depressed after broken relationships!
Sometimes I think I am too weak for this crazy world. I feel like I am so bad, I am so big loser, but then I also realize that it is not true. No one can make you feel like looser. You need to stay strong in moments when you feel you are so down … Continue reading Too weak for this world? Stay strong!
First-year of being sober. I am so close to almost 1 year of not drinking – its life-changing. However, it’s really hard. I don’t know how I survive this year. In AA (alcoholics anonymous) they say – do not start relationships while you didn’t reach 1 year of sober. I am the person who needs … Continue reading First-year of being sober