It was 2017 year and as I quit drinking, smoking I thought my life become boring. I was working, studying and after 6 months I thought I want some emotions in my life. Without alcohol, life became a little bit boring. No high or low emotions. I decide to take a vacation in January 2018 … Continue reading 5 days in Jamaica with Rastaman
I loved drinking wine with dinner. Actually, I loved just the process. In Malta, all wines almost are dry wines. I hate dry wines. Another thing is Blue Nuts with bubbles. I hate bubbles. So … in a place where is so a lot of wine around I could not find any delicious wine. … Continue reading 14 day without alcohol and cigarettes
I did not write for quite a long time. Why? Because actually, I like to write something when I feel bad. When my life, in general, became good somehow I don’t write nothing. When I just move to live in Malta I thought that nothing could help me to become happy. In the beginning, I … Continue reading Malta, alcohol, life, aa
I have a close friend. She has a problem with alcohol. She always had but she never accepts it just now when she knows that some years ago I was in aa (anonymous alcoholics). She knows that I was going there and it really helps. I would suggest each one who wants to quit alcohol … Continue reading Fucking alcohol-it destroy lifes (aa)
Malta- I am here 1,5 month. When I came here it was so cold and I could not understand if it was right choice or wrong. Each day bay day I start to love this small island. Now weather became really nice, warm, sunny. I wake up in the morning to go to the job … Continue reading Life in Malta
There are so many people in this world. Each people live in their own world. Each one is the whole world. We try to find someone who will join our world in this life or someone whom world you would like to join. Different types of people and different worlds. When someone finally finds a … Continue reading Type of people-party,home,work
I realize one thing – I want to write a blog when I feel sad, mad, I have a bad mood or just I don’t feel good. When everything is good I don’t want to write. Interesting, why it is so? I believe there is the type of people whom the most comfortable feeling is … Continue reading My mind after a bottle of wine
Why I drink? Why people are drinking so much in nowadays? Everywhere. People are losing themselves. You really think when you drink that you became better and life is happier? Why I drink? Am I shy from someone and I need a drink to open to someone. I was so tired today of my work, … Continue reading Why I drink?!!
Happiness Do you think sometimes about this question – what happiness is for you? What is the real answer for that? People want to be happy but so a lot of them even don’t know what for them means to be happy. In nowadays people judge each other completely in a wrong way. They will pay … Continue reading Fucking crazy world.
I have a hangover today. Okay, not hangover anymore I just start drink wine again and I feel much better now. Not sure what I have right now hangover or I am getting drunk again. Yesterday I had a great day and time but I am a bitch. All day I was working and after … Continue reading Drunk talk and yesterday date with 2 guys