Ups and downs. This is life. One day you are truly happy, one day you are so down and sometimes you just don’t know the reality. One small thing but that pissed me off so much. I asked my manager at work – can I work from home tomorrow and he said softly no. I … Continue reading Shit – again I am going crazy
I know I have my PMS days – I know I am sensitive but does it helps? No, it doesn’t. I go out for running – I can’t run, I walk. I remembered a guy with whom I fall in love, and I know that there is little chance to meet him while I am … Continue reading PMS- shit, I am going crazy
Here it goes. My second day without cigarettes and I am already angry. and hate everyone. I have a lot more energy thats true. I feel happier, fresher – that’s true. My skin finally getting back some little color and looks healthier. And its just the second day. My neck starts hurting today. I guess … Continue reading The second day of quitting smoking
Sometimes we stuck in our life. Do you feel that there are so a lot of problems in your life that you don’t know how to get out of it? Do you wait for someone who will come into your life and change it? Do you feel depressed about everything that is going around? Do … Continue reading Self-development – with what to start
Some years ago I was asking myself – how to change my life in a better way? What should I do? Where should I go? Who could help me change my life? Is it possible even to change it? So many questions and so fewer answers. My life was crazy – believe me CRAZY. Of … Continue reading Anonymous alcoholics – life recovery
Yesterday I cried, feel depressed, but today I said to myself – stay strong, bitch! I went today to an AA meeting and I share my feelings. I rarely share – I shy and just afraid of talking in front of other people even if I don’t like them. I share my feeling today as … Continue reading Stay sober, bitch, whatever it takes (AA)
Depressed after broken relationships? I fell like I am back to life now again and finally I am over my pain, depression, and obsession of man. What can I say? It was experience and experience in life makes you stronger, more mature in life. After falling down, you stand up and stay stronger than before. … Continue reading Depressed after broken relationships!
Sometimes I think I am too weak for this crazy world. I feel like I am so bad, I am so big loser, but then I also realize that it is not true. No one can make you feel like looser. You need to stay strong in moments when you feel you are so down … Continue reading Too weak for this world? Stay strong!
First-year of being sober. I am so close to almost 1 year of not drinking – its life-changing. However, it’s really hard. I don’t know how I survive this year. In AA (alcoholics anonymous) they say – do not start relationships while you didn’t reach 1 year of sober. I am the person who needs … Continue reading First-year of being sober
Really, am I racist? I am a little bit tired of that because I do not think that I am racist. I am registered in one site what calls http://www.travelgirls.com. In general its site for man an women who like to travel. I write a description about myself and also write that “No Turkish man”. … Continue reading Some people say – you are racist