The weekend is over and back to work. Like all other times after the weekend I don’t want to go to work but I have to. I understand that I don’t want to work for someone I want to work for myself. I was thinking about quitting work immediately but how I can quit if … Continue reading How to find yourself?
Some years ago I was asking myself – how to change my life in a better way? What should I do? Where should I go? Who could help me change my life? Is it possible even to change it? So many questions and so fewer answers. My life was crazy – believe me CRAZY. Of … Continue reading Anonymous alcoholics – life recovery
Yesterday I cried, feel depressed, but today I said to myself – stay strong, bitch! I went today to an AA meeting and I share my feelings. I rarely share – I shy and just afraid of talking in front of other people even if I don’t like them. I share my feeling today as … Continue reading Stay sober, bitch, whatever it takes (AA)
Depressed after broken relationships? I fell like I am back to life now again and finally I am over my pain, depression, and obsession of man. What can I say? It was experience and experience in life makes you stronger, more mature in life. After falling down, you stand up and stay stronger than before. … Continue reading Depressed after broken relationships!
Sometimes I think I am too weak for this crazy world. I feel like I am so bad, I am so big loser, but then I also realize that it is not true. No one can make you feel like looser. You need to stay strong in moments when you feel you are so down … Continue reading Too weak for this world? Stay strong!
First-year of being sober. I am so close to almost 1 year of not drinking – its life-changing. However, it’s really hard. I don’t know how I survive this year. In AA (alcoholics anonymous) they say – do not start relationships while you didn’t reach 1 year of sober. I am the person who needs … Continue reading First-year of being sober
Really, am I racist? I am a little bit tired of that because I do not think that I am racist. I am registered in one site what calls http://www.travelgirls.com. In general its site for man an women who like to travel. I write a description about myself and also write that “No Turkish man”. … Continue reading Some people say – you are racist
I loved drinking wine with dinner. Actually, I loved just the process. In Malta, all wines almost are dry wines. I hate dry wines. Another thing is Blue Nuts with bubbles. I hate bubbles. So … in a place where is so a lot of wine around I could not find any delicious wine. … Continue reading 14 day without alcohol and cigarettes
I did not write for quite a long time. Why? Because actually, I like to write something when I feel bad. When my life, in general, became good somehow I don’t write nothing. When I just move to live in Malta I thought that nothing could help me to become happy. In the beginning, I … Continue reading Malta, alcohol, life, aa
I have a close friend. She has a problem with alcohol. She always had but she never accepts it just now when she knows that some years ago I was in aa (anonymous alcoholics). She knows that I was going there and it really helps. I would suggest each one who wants to quit alcohol … Continue reading Fucking alcohol-it destroy lifes (aa)