Some years ago I was asking myself – how to change my life in a better way? What should I do? Where should I go? Who could help me change my life? Is it possible even to change it? So many questions and so fewer answers. My life was crazy – believe me CRAZY. Of … Continue reading Anonymous alcoholics – life recovery
Why I drink? Why people are drinking so much in nowadays? Everywhere. People are losing themselves. You really think when you drink that you became better and life is happier? Why I drink? Am I shy from someone and I need a drink to open to someone. I was so tired today of my work, … Continue reading Why I drink?!!
I have a hangover today. Okay, not hangover anymore I just start drink wine again and I feel much better now. Not sure what I have right now hangover or I am getting drunk again. Yesterday I had a great day and time but I am a bitch. All day I was working and after … Continue reading Drunk talk and yesterday date with 2 guys
I am counting my days already when I will leave my country. From one side I am too lazy I don’t want to move. From another side, I can’t wait while I will be there. I come from post-soviet union country but I am moving to Malta. I really hope that I will like there. … Continue reading The man from Alcoholics Anonymous.
I feel so sad today…again lonely… Last days I really miss some love, hugs, just hugs, and warm words…mans closeness. Just someone who would be close to me, not sex, but just man who would hug me strongly. I want to fall into sleep with someone together, feel him hugs, how he breathes, his … Continue reading Sad today…(26/09/2012)
1.Indecision. Hate, hate and again I hate this character. Very rare I can say straight away strong answer like”yes”, “no”. Usually, my answers are like “Nooo, but yes, probably I could if nothing will change, but I don’t know, we will see how everything will go. However I don’t know maybe better no, we … Continue reading My worst qualities (19/09/2012)
Why I need a boyfriend? I am looking to my girlfriends and thinking they are old or not old, but feel themselves like they are really grown up. They want and pretend to live grown-up people lives, but in reality just go out from kindergarten. For me, it looks funny. Plus or minus … Continue reading Relationships (12/09/2012)