Some years ago I was asking myself – how to change my life in a better way? What should I do? Where should I go? Who could help me change my life? Is it possible even to change it? So many questions and so fewer answers. My life was crazy – believe me CRAZY. Of … Continue reading Anonymous alcoholics – life recovery
Why I drink? Why people are drinking so much in nowadays? Everywhere. People are losing themselves. You really think when you drink that you became better and life is happier? Why I drink? Am I shy from someone and I need a drink to open to someone. I was so tired today of my work, … Continue reading Why I drink?!!
I have a hangover today. Okay, not hangover anymore I just start drink wine again and I feel much better now. Not sure what I have right now hangover or I am getting drunk again. Yesterday I had a great day and time but I am a bitch. All day I was working and after … Continue reading Drunk talk and yesterday date with 2 guys
I am counting my days already when I will leave my country. From one side I am too lazy I don’t want to move. From another side, I can’t wait while I will be there. I come from post-soviet union country but I am moving to Malta. I really hope that I will like there. … Continue reading The man from Alcoholics Anonymous.
I feel so sad today…again lonely… Last days I really miss some love, hugs, just hugs, and warm words…mans closeness. Just someone who would be close to me, not sex, but just man who would hug me strongly. I want to fall into sleep with someone together, feel him hugs, how he breathes, his … Continue reading Sad today…(26/09/2012)
1.Indecision. Hate, hate and again I hate this character. Very rare I can say straight away strong answer like”yes”, “no”. Usually, my answers are like “Nooo, but yes, probably I could if nothing will change, but I don’t know, we will see how everything will go. However I don’t know maybe better no, we … Continue reading My worst qualities (19/09/2012)
Why I need a boyfriend? I am looking to my girlfriends and thinking they are old or not old, but feel themselves like they are really grown up. They want and pretend to live grown-up people lives, but in reality just go out from kindergarten. For me, it looks funny. Plus or minus … Continue reading Relationships (12/09/2012)
The first step is to ACCEPT it It has been proved, that women’s much faster get addicted than men’s. I would say it is disgusting to see drunk women who could not control anymore herself, but not less disgusting is to see also drunk men who can’t control himself anymore too and … Continue reading Women’s alcoholism (10/09/2012)
One more broken relationship. Strange, that I want to write my diary only when I feel bad (now I am ill, that’s why also physically I feel like shit). Again I feel that shitty, depressive mood I will have for some time, and again I will complaining, crying and bla bla bla about … Continue reading Sadness…(07/05/2012)
Weirdest people on Facebook I don’t understand one thing. Where the fucking that kind stupid people born if they allow themselves write to me “Hello, You don’t want sex with my cousin? He is 16 years old? “, ” Hello, do you want awesome sex, I will give you the highest pleasure what … Continue reading The Idiots of Facebook (31/03/2012)