Have you ever feel like that?! I feel like I don’t know who I am. I don’t understand what I want from this life. I don’t feel happy but I also don’t know what I should do to understand what will make me happy. I actually never been happy in my life. I feel like … Continue reading Who I am?!
In next week I am moving to another country. I don’t know for how long time, in the beginning, I think I will stay there for one year. I thought I am so brave that I can leave everything here and just move to another country. I thought I am. I was … Continue reading How easy is left everything and move to another country ?
I am visiting my parents now. My parents live in the very small city (Around 8 or 9 thousand people only). I needed to make a manicure and pedicure because I am moving away from my country – relocating. That is why I visit for some days, my parents and of course, … Continue reading People with old thinking!
I think I am polygamy women… There are a lot of polygamy men, why It couldn’t be also polygamy women? I have such feeling, not only feeling but I am almost sure that I am one of them. I really can not imagine that I could be trustful to one man until the … Continue reading Polygamy and my Santa Barbara (01/11/2012)
I feel so sad today…again lonely… Last days I really miss some love, hugs, just hugs, and warm words…mans closeness. Just someone who would be close to me, not sex, but just man who would hug me strongly. I want to fall into sleep with someone together, feel him hugs, how he breathes, his … Continue reading Sad today…(26/09/2012)
1.Indecision. Hate, hate and again I hate this character. Very rare I can say straight away strong answer like”yes”, “no”. Usually, my answers are like “Nooo, but yes, probably I could if nothing will change, but I don’t know, we will see how everything will go. However I don’t know maybe better no, we … Continue reading My worst qualities (19/09/2012)
Why I need a boyfriend? I am looking to my girlfriends and thinking they are old or not old, but feel themselves like they are really grown up. They want and pretend to live grown-up people lives, but in reality just go out from kindergarten. For me, it looks funny. Plus or minus … Continue reading Relationships (12/09/2012)