I have a close friend. She has a problem with alcohol. She always had but she never accepts it just now when she knows that some years ago I was in aa (anonymous alcoholics). She knows that I was going there and it really helps. I would suggest each one who wants to quit alcohol … Continue reading Fucking alcohol-it destroy lifes (aa)
Malta- I am here 1,5 month. When I came here it was so cold and I could not understand if it was right choice or wrong. Each day bay day I start to love this small island. Now weather became really nice, warm, sunny. I wake up in the morning to go to the job … Continue reading Life in Malta
There are so many people in this world. Each people live in their own world. Each one is the whole world. We try to find someone who will join our world in this life or someone whom world you would like to join. Different types of people and different worlds. When someone finally finds a … Continue reading Type of people-party,home,work
I realize one thing – I want to write a blog when I feel sad, mad, I have a bad mood or just I don’t feel good. When everything is good I don’t want to write. Interesting, why it is so? I believe there is the type of people whom the most comfortable feeling is … Continue reading My mind after a bottle of wine
Why I drink? Why people are drinking so much in nowadays? Everywhere. People are losing themselves. You really think when you drink that you became better and life is happier? Why I drink? Am I shy from someone and I need a drink to open to someone. I was so tired today of my work, … Continue reading Why I drink?!!
Happiness Do you think sometimes about this question – what happiness is for you? What is the real answer for that? People want to be happy but so a lot of them even don’t know what for them means to be happy. In nowadays people judge each other completely in a wrong way. They will pay … Continue reading Fucking crazy world.
I have a hangover today. Okay, not hangover anymore I just start drink wine again and I feel much better now. Not sure what I have right now hangover or I am getting drunk again. Yesterday I had a great day and time but I am a bitch. All day I was working and after … Continue reading Drunk talk and yesterday date with 2 guys
I am thinking…if it is strange to be single until my 26 years? I am texting with one guy from the internet and he asks me – do I had ex-relationships? I just answered that I am single. The truth is that I have never been in serious relationships. Actually, if I start thinking about … Continue reading Relationship between men, mother and myself
In Friday I feel sad, hungry, wanted to go for dinner. I use different dating sites to date with men. I have travelgirls.com, “tinder” app, “invitetravel” app, seekingarrangement.com. Long time I didn’t use invitetravel app. Remembered to go inside there and search for people from Malta. I find one man with whom I was texting some month … Continue reading Date with Cemil
Yes, I move to another country. Yes, I wanted it. Yes, I thought I will be happy. Or at least happier then I was before. Two weeks here in Malta. Am I happy? No, not yet. Too less time. But actually, I am also not missing my home. I am missing my comfort, my apartment. … Continue reading First 2 weeks in Malta