Ahh, I start to smoke again 2 months ago. I was smoking for almost 10 years, then last year I quit. Didn’t smoke for 10 months and then one moment I become so weak, depressed after everything whats happening in my life that I thought just one cigarette I need. One cigarette turns into one … Continue reading Quit smoking is hard
I loved drinking wine with dinner. Actually, I loved just the process. In Malta, all wines almost are dry wines. I hate dry wines. Another thing is Blue Nuts with bubbles. I hate bubbles. So … in a place where is so a lot of wine around I could not find any delicious wine. … Continue reading 14 day without alcohol and cigarettes
I am thinking…if it is strange to be single until my 26 years? I am texting with one guy from the internet and he asks me – do I had ex-relationships? I just answered that I am single. The truth is that I have never been in serious relationships. Actually, if I start thinking about … Continue reading Relationship between men, mother and myself
In Friday I feel sad, hungry, wanted to go for dinner. I use different dating sites to date with men. I have travelgirls.com, “tinder” app, “invitetravel” app, seekingarrangement.com. Long time I didn’t use invitetravel app. Remembered to go inside there and search for people from Malta. I find one man with whom I was texting some month … Continue reading Date with Cemil
Yes, I move to another country. Yes, I wanted it. Yes, I thought I will be happy. Or at least happier then I was before. Two weeks here in Malta. Am I happy? No, not yet. Too less time. But actually, I am also not missing my home. I am missing my comfort, my apartment. … Continue reading First 2 weeks in Malta
Ahh…on Friday I was happy that its Friday (last weekend). Come home after work and start cleaning apartments and drink little bite wine. One glass of one, the second one. Then I offer a girl with whom I am sharing apartment wine too and then the bottle was empty. We take another bottle, then campaign … Continue reading Drinking Friday…
Yesterday on Saturday I was sitting in Tinder. Actually, I was so hungry but I didn’t know where I can go to eat something delicious. Also thought it could be expensive. So I was in Tinder to find someone who would love to go for dinner. I actually didn’t care who because I was so starving. I … Continue reading Date with Joseph (also Maltese).
First days in Malta I just move to live in Malta. First three days here. On Friday I was going out to find my job place, look around the city. It was a very windy weather. Actually, I am so unlucky with weather always everywhere. I just have bad luck. Men-Richard I was waiting for the … Continue reading First date with Maltese guy.
I think I am polygamy women… There are a lot of polygamy men, why It couldn’t be also polygamy women? I have such feeling, not only feeling but I am almost sure that I am one of them. I really can not imagine that I could be trustful to one man until the … Continue reading Polygamy and my Santa Barbara (01/11/2012)
I feel so sad today…again lonely… Last days I really miss some love, hugs, just hugs, and warm words…mans closeness. Just someone who would be close to me, not sex, but just man who would hug me strongly. I want to fall into sleep with someone together, feel him hugs, how he breathes, his … Continue reading Sad today…(26/09/2012)