Ups and downs. This is life. One day you are truly happy, one day you are so down and sometimes you just don’t know the reality. One small thing but that pissed me off so much. I asked my manager at work – can I work from home tomorrow and he said softly no. I … Continue reading Shit – again I am going crazy
I know I have my PMS days – I know I am sensitive but does it helps? No, it doesn’t. I go out for running – I can’t run, I walk. I remembered a guy with whom I fall in love, and I know that there is little chance to meet him while I am … Continue reading PMS- shit, I am going crazy
Here it goes. My second day without cigarettes and I am already angry. and hate everyone. I have a lot more energy thats true. I feel happier, fresher – that’s true. My skin finally getting back some little color and looks healthier. And its just the second day. My neck starts hurting today. I guess … Continue reading The second day of quitting smoking
Ahh, I start to smoke again 2 months ago. I was smoking for almost 10 years, then last year I quit. Didn’t smoke for 10 months and then one moment I become so weak, depressed after everything whats happening in my life that I thought just one cigarette I need. One cigarette turns into one … Continue reading Quit smoking is hard
Self-development is key Since I stop drinking and I felt a lot of depressions I realize that after smaller or bigger depression I start to learn and study and improve myself. Actually, it’s a wonderful feeling that you can learn and learn and then you just regret that you waste so much time on useless … Continue reading Tired of your life? Change your thinking.
Depressed after broken relationships? I fell like I am back to life now again and finally I am over my pain, depression, and obsession of man. What can I say? It was experience and experience in life makes you stronger, more mature in life. After falling down, you stand up and stay stronger than before. … Continue reading Depressed after broken relationships!
Really, am I racist? I am a little bit tired of that because I do not think that I am racist. I am registered in one site what calls http://www.travelgirls.com. In general its site for man an women who like to travel. I write a description about myself and also write that “No Turkish man”. … Continue reading Some people say – you are racist
It is hard… It is so hard to alone all the time. You believe that you are strong, you try to believe in yourself that you will stay strong. It works actually. Believe me, it works if you say the right words to yourself. If you talk to yourself if you say that you can … Continue reading Loneliness
It was 2017 year and as I quit drinking, smoking I thought my life become boring. I was working, studying and after 6 months I thought I want some emotions in my life. Without alcohol, life became a little bit boring. No high or low emotions. I decide to take a vacation in January 2018 … Continue reading 5 days in Jamaica with Rastaman
I did not write for quite a long time. Why? Because actually, I like to write something when I feel bad. When my life, in general, became good somehow I don’t write nothing. When I just move to live in Malta I thought that nothing could help me to become happy. In the beginning, I … Continue reading Malta, alcohol, life, aa