The weekend is over and back to work. Like all other times after the weekend I don’t want to go to work but I have to. I understand that I don’t want to work for someone I want to work for myself. I was thinking about quitting work immediately but how I can quit if … Continue reading How to find yourself?
Ups and downs. This is life. One day you are truly happy, one day you are so down and sometimes you just don’t know the reality. One small thing but that pissed me off so much. I asked my manager at work – can I work from home tomorrow and he said softly no. I … Continue reading Shit – again I am going crazy
Here it goes. My second day without cigarettes and I am already angry. and hate everyone. I have a lot more energy thats true. I feel happier, fresher – that’s true. My skin finally getting back some little color and looks healthier. And its just the second day. My neck starts hurting today. I guess … Continue reading The second day of quitting smoking
Yesterday I watched a movie Allen Carr-Easy way. It was my second or third time when I am watching it. It always helps to stop smoking for some time but sooner or later I pick up one cigarette and thats it. I am there again. There is no “just one cigarette” There is no understanding … Continue reading I want to quit smoking now
Ahh, I start to smoke again 2 months ago. I was smoking for almost 10 years, then last year I quit. Didn’t smoke for 10 months and then one moment I become so weak, depressed after everything whats happening in my life that I thought just one cigarette I need. One cigarette turns into one … Continue reading Quit smoking is hard
A lot of people feel lonely because they think they don’t like other people and they cant make friends. Actually, it’s not true. It’s not because they don’t like you its because every person thinks about himself, EVERYONE is an egoist. If you would listen to other people talking – most word what you would … Continue reading 3 things how to make other people like you – get out of loneliness
Yesterday I cried, feel depressed, but today I said to myself – stay strong, bitch! I went today to an AA meeting and I share my feelings. I rarely share – I shy and just afraid of talking in front of other people even if I don’t like them. I share my feeling today as … Continue reading Stay sober, bitch, whatever it takes (AA)
Sometimes I think I am too weak for this crazy world. I feel like I am so bad, I am so big loser, but then I also realize that it is not true. No one can make you feel like looser. You need to stay strong in moments when you feel you are so down … Continue reading Too weak for this world? Stay strong!
Really, am I racist? I am a little bit tired of that because I do not think that I am racist. I am registered in one site what calls http://www.travelgirls.com. In general its site for man an women who like to travel. I write a description about myself and also write that “No Turkish man”. … Continue reading Some people say – you are racist
It is hard… It is so hard to alone all the time. You believe that you are strong, you try to believe in yourself that you will stay strong. It works actually. Believe me, it works if you say the right words to yourself. If you talk to yourself if you say that you can … Continue reading Loneliness