Ups and downs. This is life. One day you are truly happy, one day you are so down and sometimes you just don’t know the reality. One small thing but that pissed me off so much. I asked my manager at work – can I work from home tomorrow and he said softly no. I … Continue reading Shit – again I am going crazy
Ahh, I start to smoke again 2 months ago. I was smoking for almost 10 years, then last year I quit. Didn’t smoke for 10 months and then one moment I become so weak, depressed after everything whats happening in my life that I thought just one cigarette I need. One cigarette turns into one … Continue reading Quit smoking is hard
Sometimes we stuck in our life. Do you feel that there are so a lot of problems in your life that you don’t know how to get out of it? Do you wait for someone who will come into your life and change it? Do you feel depressed about everything that is going around? Do … Continue reading Self-development – with what to start
A lot of people feel lonely because they think they don’t like other people and they cant make friends. Actually, it’s not true. It’s not because they don’t like you its because every person thinks about himself, EVERYONE is an egoist. If you would listen to other people talking – most word what you would … Continue reading 3 things how to make other people like you – get out of loneliness
Some years ago I was asking myself – how to change my life in a better way? What should I do? Where should I go? Who could help me change my life? Is it possible even to change it? So many questions and so fewer answers. My life was crazy – believe me CRAZY. Of … Continue reading Anonymous alcoholics – life recovery
Depressed after broken relationships? I fell like I am back to life now again and finally I am over my pain, depression, and obsession of man. What can I say? It was experience and experience in life makes you stronger, more mature in life. After falling down, you stand up and stay stronger than before. … Continue reading Depressed after broken relationships!
Sometimes I think I am too weak for this crazy world. I feel like I am so bad, I am so big loser, but then I also realize that it is not true. No one can make you feel like looser. You need to stay strong in moments when you feel you are so down … Continue reading Too weak for this world? Stay strong!
First-year of being sober. I am so close to almost 1 year of not drinking – its life-changing. However, it’s really hard. I don’t know how I survive this year. In AA (alcoholics anonymous) they say – do not start relationships while you didn’t reach 1 year of sober. I am the person who needs … Continue reading First-year of being sober
I loved drinking wine with dinner. Actually, I loved just the process. In Malta, all wines almost are dry wines. I hate dry wines. Another thing is Blue Nuts with bubbles. I hate bubbles. So … in a place where is so a lot of wine around I could not find any delicious wine. … Continue reading 14 day without alcohol and cigarettes
I realize one thing – I want to write a blog when I feel sad, mad, I have a bad mood or just I don’t feel good. When everything is good I don’t want to write. Interesting, why it is so? I believe there is the type of people whom the most comfortable feeling is … Continue reading My mind after a bottle of wine