I know I have my PMS days – I know I am sensitive but does it helps? No, it doesn’t. I go out for running – I can’t run, I walk. I remembered a guy with whom I fall in love, and I know that there is little chance to meet him while I am running. I get worried, I had all emotions again. I wanted to cry, hate him, hit him but why … why I need that.
Oh, shit today feels the hard day, I don’t have energy and I cant stay strong. I feel so weak. Feel tired of life, shiiit and all this just from PMS. Guys, you have so easier life…sometimes I just wish to be a guy because the only problem for them is to which hole should they put his dick.
Sometimes I
want to switch myself to self-destruction regime. I feel like my patience ends, everything ends. I am tired of trying to change something, changes happening so slowly that sometimes feels like easier just disappear from this world better.
I am saying to myself – don’t give up, don’t smoke now. If I will smoke just one cigarette thats it – I am back to smoking life. I know I don’t want it, but I want that one cigarette right now. Maybe it’s my challenge right now – do it or no. No…no…no..I will not smoke. I am quitting smoking f
orever and will not do it now. What it will give me? Nothing, I know that nothing…
I feel like I am going crazy right now…crazy evening. My teeth is hurting so much and I don’t know what to do, that is one more thing. Am I only one who is going crazy on PMS ? I don’t
see it on other women’s, just myself.
Monroe :*
